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The Machinery

Strange-heart, will you listen a moment
To the things I have forgotten


Like how my name sounded in your mouth
And how all the plans we made


Melted away in the heat
Hot as I imagined your mouth to be


Distant-heart, you’ve been all over
While I stayed just here


I haven’t waited for you in years
And your hair’s gotten longer


Trust me now like you did before:
You look as lovely as the day I met you


And just as ruinous. Sun-heart,
When I think of everything wrong with me,


I think of you
But I never think of you.


My knuckles remember you
Like blood and rain on concrete


Love-heart, sweet-heart, no heart
I had no heart


I wanted yours: covetous, beseeching me
A beggar with one prophet

Or: I wanted to live there inside you
In the fantastic mechanism of your watercolour heart


Painted green as moss and fern
And pale like a doll


Sometimes, I dreamt of myself
A golden leaf in your whirlwind heart


But when I am held by arms made of air
Am I really held at all?


Storm-heart, heart of my heart,
I forgot how it felt to crash into concrete


From a height such as you

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